i found out this morning that my cousin Anneanne died yesterday. i'm at a fucking loss, i don't what to say or do. of all my cousins she was one of the closet to me. whenever i was in the philippines, it was always me, her, and my cousin Minerva hanging out, going to bars, and just having fun. she was just getting her life turned around and running some stores for my mom. she had an accident on her bicycle and hit her head on some cement, and now she's gone. i don't have the means in any way to get back to the philippines for her funeral, which really bothers me. it seems like every time i go back, someone new is in the family cemetery. i'm going to my parents tonight to see my mom and Minerva. i'll check back in here at some point.

remember to tell the people you love that you love them. you never know when they might leave you. and just want to let all the dM's know that i love you guys, you're like my second family and i don't think living in ATL without you guys would be the same or as fun.

I'm sorry for your loss man!

If you need anything let us all know.

I'm sorry for your loss man!

Sorry for your loss.

...Take care and I am deeply sorry for your loss

i'm sorry...everyone is in my prayers.

very sorry to hear about your cousin. much love to ya panda.

Hey man, Sorry to hear about your cousin. That sucks. Chris and I lost a friend of ours that we use to know pretty good this past fall. We didn't know him like family or anything but he was a good guy none the less.

As far as the DM's go, (not trying to jack your thread Randy) I've known most of you guys since 2002 and would step up and fight a battle for you guys anytime. I know I don't get to see you guys as much as I would like, and I know I can seem like a cocky, stubborn, full-of-myself asshat sometimes but you guys are one of the main reasons I moved back.

I wish I had some extra money Randy, I would try to help with an Emergency Fund to get you to the P.I. I seriously would.

Love ya randy. Your parents too.

We love you too bud... if there's anything we can do, let us know.
I am beyond hella broke right now... but I will donate what I can if ya'll want to start up a "Get Panda Home Fund".

I'm really sorry for you and your family's loss. Life is so precious.

thanks you guys. there's not really any way for me to get back there even if i had the money. when my grandmother was dick the fastest ticket i could get was a week after i booked it. on the airline i fly (and could get the best fare on), unless they changed, only leave to go to manila on mondays and fridays. so the fastest i could get there would be like sunday in the philippines and thats if i could get a ticket for this friday. then work and bills and all that shit comes into play. i've been planning to go in june, and i'll pay my respects in person when i'm there.

but really, thank you for just the offer, that means a lot to me.

its really hard to imagine being back there and her not being around. all three of us were like best friends. i guess when its time, its time. fucking sucks.

you and your family will be in our prayers.

we you panda! really sorry to hear that happened, but let me know if you need anything.

my condolences randy.